The Sunset That Will Never Be Missed

Every moment I thought of you,
It used to bring warmth to my cheeks
It used to bring pain to my lips from smiling too extensively
It used to stir such excitement in myself that I just feel so giddy on the inside

But now,

Every moment that I think of you,
You make my heart sore in witnessing how beautiful and painful life or love can possibly be
You taught me how the ground felt when I fell from meters high up in the sky, loving you too much, too deep
Leaving me in heartache.
Bittersweet heartache.

And although the pain wasn't as painful as it used to be,
What matters is the pain you inflicted upon me
That it reminded me that it was real
That you were real
That what I felt for you was real
That you, I loved before.