Push or Pull?

I just don't understand what people want, especially this one person.

To be claimed as a close friend, both shall be vulnerable to each other, no matter the stories, adventures, misadventures or whatnots.

But when you suddenly draw a line on something that helps overcome your significant other's concern (and without apologising as courtesy goes) just puts it off right there.

I might not know what he's thinking.
It may be the best for me not to know.
It may also be the best for him to not really dwell into one's concerns (and probably problems, I don't know).

Maybe I'm just having that split-second anger reflex in my emotions.
Maybe I'm just being overly emotional.
Maybe I'm overreacting, overthinking, yada yada..

But maybe I'm not.

I'm just concerned over my dear close friend.

But when you shut that door so unexpectedly, so suddenly..

I won't lie,
But you did cut me deep
Without me knowing why.

The Sunset That Will Never Be Missed

Every moment I thought of you,
It used to bring warmth to my cheeks
It used to bring pain to my lips from smiling too extensively
It used to stir such excitement in myself that I just feel so giddy on the inside

But now,

Every moment that I think of you,
You make my heart sore in witnessing how beautiful and painful life or love can possibly be
You taught me how the ground felt when I fell from meters high up in the sky, loving you too much, too deep
Leaving me in heartache.
Bittersweet heartache.

And although the pain wasn't as painful as it used to be,
What matters is the pain you inflicted upon me
That it reminded me that it was real
That you were real
That what I felt for you was real
That you, I loved before.

Unfateful?

I see you standing there
Where I wish to too
To be there right beside you
To hold your hand through every second
In hardships and laughter
In rich and poor
I want to be there
I need to be there
But can I?

..I can't

As hard as it may seem
You fulfill my dreams
But there is nothing I can do
I can't be there for you
Like how I want to
To hold your hand
To be loved in your embrace
To feel the tender of your warmest kisses
To sniff your memorable scent off your collar
To wake up right beside you
The things I wished we'd have
Of how we could and would have been

Like how I wanted
Like how you wanted
Like how we wanted

Quote Of The Day

Quote Of The Day (QOTD)

"Passivity is a necessity in every activity to ensure vitality of every mentality of humanity."

- Xantia Rohaizad

I Don't Know Why, But I Think I've Found You

I don't know why, but
You make me happy
You give me a reason to look for something extraordinary
Because you are one
And that there are many to be found too

I don't know why, but
You make me laugh
The simple jokes you make out of any conversation
Never misses a laugh to come out from myself

I don't know why, but
You make me cry
Because I realize something beautiful that is about to break out
Something wonderful that maybe would be for us to share

But most importantly

I don't know why, but
You make me smile
Never could I go through the day without seeing your face
Your presence alone is heartwarming

And I'm thankful to have finally found you

Sincerely, Love.

Meeting you for the first time
I felt like home
Your company, your smile, your laugh
Brings warmth and joy to the depths of my heart
Wherever, whenever I feel down in the blues
Reminiscing our moments together
Patches up the holes created inside
Come thunder or rain
Nothing will ever come between the feelings I have for you

Although I haven't met you yet
I know that one day, when we will
I will recognize you as how you would recognize me
By the sweetest laughter and the delightful smile
As how we have imagined our fateful meet would be

Waiting for you,
Love.

My Favorites Of Maroon 5

This time on my post, since that I still didn't have the time to write any stories, I thought it would be a great idea to share my favorite music from Maroon 5. Well, I've never met anyone who doesn't LOVE Maroon 5 and so through this post, you'll get to discover songs you probably have forgotten which used to be a favorite of yours in the past or even this might be the first time you're listening to it and I will be the proud person to claim Santa :P Anyways, the following are not arranged in order of my favorites. Enjoy!

Harder To Breathe
Young Mr. Levine charms all the girls with their rock-edged hit, Harder To Breathe. Oh yes, it was getting harder to breathe listening and better yet, watch the whole video without having to faint for one second. Oh, I thought I died every second of the video!

This Love
This Love has been my love for so long all these years. Still alive in my iPod! Love how the arranged the lyrics perfectly.

She Will Be Loved
A great song for a girl who just went through a terrible break up and for those who have never been in love before and wished that she will be loved. True touching story.

Sunday Morning
A perfect song to kick start your Sunday Morning while you lazily drag yourself from bed and make your morning coffee. It's a song I play every week! Never miss a beat.

Secret
This song I heard at a party and how the lyrics just made me fall in love with the song just perfected my love for Maroon 5. Beautiful song, beautiful lyrics.

Makes Me Wonder
Having suspicions about your partner and looking for the perfect song to sing? This is your ideal match. A great song with great lyrics that just gives your partner a big slap :D

Wake Up Call
To have a man this hot to fight for you even if you were caught cheating on him is a very difficult species to get in this crazy world. Clearly this song serves as a Wake Up Call to the ladies who cheated on their partners (hot or not).

Won't Go Home Without You
This video made me shed a few tears and always will. Everything else is described in the video. Take a look.

Misery
I love the video. I LOVE the video. Just watch?!

Hands All Over
This again uses computer graphics and a lot of art regarding technology. Inspirational to those who are interested in art designing etc.

Moves Like Jagger [feat. Christina Aguilera]
Talking about Overexposed, I have been a fan of Maroon 5 since I was a kid but this was the first time I met Tattoo Levine. I didn't realize the tattoo at first, thinking it was a T-Shirt. Oh well, great song and Christina was AWESOME!

One More Night
Everybody gets the storyline. But seriously? For the girl to be Adam's partner and have a baby with him that he also loves and play with which I presume loves her so much too, leaves the house with all her stuff and the baby (and the goldfish) while Adam is busy fighting for his family in a fight. This is not fair. Well, probably she insisted that Adam should stop his fighting career but even if he still wants to continue, who cares?! As long as he's putting food on the table, loves his kid and loves you, what more can you ask? A guy like Adam doesn't come along that often to get.

Now that you watched the videos, why don't you comment or mail me which Maroon 5 song is YOUR favorite. I don't have giveaways to offer but all I can afford now is a shoutout on my next post.
p.s. #SHOUTOUT Candice, for being the inspiration of this post XD
Till then! Over and out.